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ughhhh Why do i always start typing stuff and delete it?? lately i have been hearing i'm taking one step forward and 4 steps back....yuck its not what i wanna hear! but i'm still moving forward..... i'm 24 and about to be 25 its time that i start taking care of my shit and attempt to do some thing with my life. I do not want to wait tables till i'm 60- i'm giving my self one year thats my limit- I know my life is meant for living some thing greater that this......

it is.....I am happy - i really am- i might be going up on and escalator that's going down....but eventually i will get to the next floor...complicated i know it wont drive me crazy....it might annoy me but i'll learn next time......its not worth running up the escalator because i thought it would be funny- because by the time i get to the top...no one is laughing any more!  oohhhh serious  ha i dont know - i'm gonna go with it thought